“Like a car without petrol, that has to be pushed and that comes to a standstill as soon as it is left alone, many Christians endeavour to drive themselves by will power and then think the Christian life a most exhausting and bitter one.”
Success does not get us into the kingdom of God, failure does not keep us out of there. The only thing that matters is our trust in Jesus.
So rest. For your faith is based on the finished work of Jesus. So go on…….
Trust and obey Him, in the power of the Holy Spirit. No more no less!